It has been seven years...and I can truly say that the deep anguish I felt then, was now replaced by something less painful, perhaps a sadness whenever this day, will occur, the 27th of December, a twinge of regret will hold my heart and squeeze it gently...and sometimes I will dwell on the "what if?" Time really is a great healer. The heart could be broken to pieces, still, it has the capacity to mend and become okay if not whole again.
I still miss you, Miguel.You will always have the best part, never just a corner, inside my heart. I will never forget, never, as promised. I love you.
I really had not thought that this day would come where I can freely remember what we all went through, seven years ago, a very unforgettable and grave day for all of us, and feel alright. The hole you left was perhaps filled again as time passed by, the pain has lessened, my heart has healed, still...I miss you.
Your name I will always bring as I continue my travels and journeys ahead, Miguel.
Let me have this little space to just remember...because I don't want to forget. I fear that if I don't utter his name, I will forget. That is why I always find time to just simply utter his name, whenever I could.
This space is for him. This moment is dedicated to him.
[Lyrics] Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton
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